We become what we befall by way of our own volition. Do not blame anyone for the failure of the story you have written. All consequences depend on the energy they have been sent forth with. It is now our job to de-domesticate ourselves from our old entangling pattern of thought.
Our mind is like a file cabinet. The way you arrange it, is how you are going to think. What you think is ultimately what you receive. Our thoughts are composed of energy, strong enough to destroy an entire city.
Our thoughts dictate our words. Our words dictate our actions. Our actions produce results. Any form of energy, or thought waves, sent out enables a negative or positive charge to occur within the body mind, soul, as well as the universe. Hence, the boomerang effect you experience.
The actions manifested are the reflection of the inner universe reproducing, what it has been feed. Everything is energy; every thought has its corresponding affect. Just as every action has its corresponding consequence.
Every thought in essence has an atomic bomb effect. It has the power to destroy the entire creation. You could say thoughts are people. They are sensitive, pure, and divine and must continuously function in love. Thoughts also move, think and will.
Our thoughts return to us physically, mentally, and emotionally. This means that your thoughts have direct relation to your health, your finances, as well as those around you. This is why, you might hear, “I was not feeling this person’s vibration”. This vibration is in direct relation to the thoughts this person may have been experiencing.
Today, become conscious of what you’re thinking about. If you like the way you feel while thinking about something. Keep thinking that way. However, on the contrary if you do not enjoy the side effects of those thoughts, practice transforming them by rising above them.
For example, the thoughts might be “I am insignificant, who really cares for me.” rise above the thought by saying “I am a blessing to all who come in contact with me. I am in fact a breath of fresh air. I’m a wonderful addition to this planet!”
This is our ultimate goal and purpose: to realize freedom in our souls. This freedom enables us to walk as we have sent.